This day i am in my hometown,Still i am thinking about the past.that is yesterday .My friend and fiancee and encouraging me a lot .And 90% i am out of that .So what ? is my question to them and i feel them as a mad crowd running for what they deserve ...some people have madness for money, some people have madness
for fame ,some people have their madness for love...May be my desire to live life doesnt match with their unbalanced way of life.Working for something that will not bring happines and their wellbeing.So I am out of the Box..Here I am i am going to work to live life and i will have commitment towards the thing i feel life.
So far here in home i had a good food with fish fry and went to my fiancee home.In the morning i went to church to meet father for catechism study and he was not there in the morning and i went again in the evening and he took class related to god..One thing which resides in my mind is ,if you want to reach god ,among fellow humans and accepting humans as you friend .submission to the will of god
leads to grace in life.I dont know about god but i know goodness can be reached in this life rather than believing in kingdom that is in heaven.
And there after watched Vijay TV, the dance show and i started to believe in will of god and the peoples prejudice about others.In the evening talked to my brother about my problem in office.Is that a problem i think now ... good thinking
My ego says like that.Identifying myself with that office creates this pain and i am going to withdraw that.Going to choose a nearest office of transportability that will make my life comfartable.
To make myself to feel good I was telling to myself that I am High potential.Self Thinking is very important in the making
and breaking of myself .Whatever you think is what you are.I have to take care of my mothers health.