Planning for a better future

morning started with the voices of the past ..
then i made up my to be stay in conscious mode.
chopped onions and helped my sister in cooking,I found kitchen
is the nice bonding place to grow relationship with my mother and sister
Had a good sleep and food in the after noon
Talked with my fiancee.No tension at all felt very relaxing after the
sleep and played football in the evening,What i analysed in the game is i am not palying for the goal that reflects in my life also
i am just making passes acts as a good team player but not a star palyer.
will be a star palyer in every sort.
Teached mathu about cryptography for her diploma project.

Went to church and the message was eternal hope.
Jesus won the death the word was inspiring ...to me death was worries and
hopelessness at this point.To my ablity i want to win worry and hopeless ness
Planning for a better future.
updated the resume and sent to many friends.
Have to go to office tommorrow

day of peaceful mental state without instant fruit

Today i was pretty cool in work from the morning .in the afternoon i took a nap for half an hour in desk itself.There after i felt a complete peace of mind .
I worked on issue and found the root cause which i tried to fix ,but still havent worked to reach that its taking time though i focussed fully .May be i am not going in the right direction it seems .Will have to work tomorrow and will finish that.
That what my work end though drained in work still feeling stable and happy ..
now a days i am not feeling for what i cant. a good attitude is nt(:)).

In organisation's social front, designed a teaser for organ donation camp ... pretty good design and karthik R helped me out and another csc member called me up to inform the date that is Apr 7 in our facility ..

called my home asked about taking license there in my hometown.

personally i am not revealing everything happening between me and my fiancee ,were feeling very intimate ..obviously and i will live a commited and trustful life towards her in all circumstance.

have to go homemmy apartment here ...
bye bye ..
feeling wakeful since i slept in the afternoon ..but i am not going to work..
ok bye ..
Have to take printouts for my roommate.
have to eat well and after talking i will sleep

Atlast an happy ending in my work today ..

My Morning started around 7:50 itself i waked up after the voices in head started its job .i stopped them there itself and came out to live.
I made myself that i will Think with alertness rather than thought running into my head ... Is that i attended that thinking mode perfectly to some extent ...
In the morning itself i planned on my task prioritisation ..

1.Community service activity
I did satisfying campaign in mail about organ donation ...well done my boy :)
2.Closing some PR
Succeded atleast in one pr .tomorrow i can do another
3.Working on my Development
It was not that easy today ... i did lot of working .i felt my lead was little impatience today though he helped me ..who cares about his patience if i dont know
where else shall i go rather than reinventing the wheels on my won..
After a long time after solving the db records issue..reinitialized everything
it worked well after deploying in a new machine ...
Atlast the unexpected other operation in the dialog also worked well
tomorrow i have to work on the tool dialog.
An happy ending atlast at work...
In between i talked with my fiancee ..pretty relaxing when i talked with her .. i felt her to talk .
yeah here after have to update my poem blog and time to say bye bye ...

a day of less focus

today it was a peaceful wakeup ..slept well last night ...
after waking up called up my girl and talked for sometime (one hour is sometime eh :) ?)..
enjoyed the music of illayaraja nothing but wind ...esp Do nothing track i like the flute track ..high pitch violin needs mental stamina i feel...
later came back to office ...
in work its not that much smooth ..very dull both mentally as well as physically..some of issue in getting the server bean itself ,had problem in deployment..so the fast is not pretty good in work...
in between a small misunderstanding with my Cube2mate to install the server which i use ..i have another 2 cubemate ..
oneto one HR meeting was also there ..told everything as satisfied except package she told that she is not called on that scope ..
Things got done feeled satisfied after things worked well ..

..blogged a poem in tamil
at the end of the day right now i am signing off to home...
wishing to eat some tasty food for the supper in the hotel..
bye ...





working harder to meet the commitment

came back to office from home town

I became a weekly flyer to home town, the gist of this day is every enjoyable moment with my fiancee ...took a nap in the after noon...its a 2 hr sleep ...very tired and my eyes got heavy so took that to manage working ... and in work started very boringly abd got heat up ..chatted with malai kannan ...and have to go home now
time is 11:00 ...a long eventful day

today i did a லோட் ...

today i did a lot of work in office continously as usually enjoying my work ...
side by side talking with my cubicle mate whenever necessary ..
its been really fun to talk with anyone... may be i transformed myself into fun kind rather than the nothing in this world and dreaming beyond on a fantacy world of nowhere..

i told that yesterday i implemented a db bean and today i implemented that in my ui of the product so far .. so god ..it drained some my grey cells any way that makes life interesting...now i will get a dreamless sleep out of that ...

when did i woked up 8:00 yeah
took bath ..talked to my fiance.. morning attendance :) ...very sensitive talk about my father ... yeah who died recently out of cancer :( its life man ...come out of that ...

ok then came office around 10:30 itself thats early itself and as i told yesterday
my hope is not in vain i got leave for tommorrow ...going to home towm from chennai..
for easter ... happy easter to you all...

what else ..
went to shopping to buy toys for my niece
great .. happy feeling that i am able to add some joy to their little happy world ..
great going ...

ok will be sleeping at 12:00
now time is already 10:48
good night india
for other distance locale have a nice day...
bye bye ...