Showing posts with label gjdiary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gjdiary. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

A new day

To wake up at 9.30 pm it was hard at .Blame it on the late night sleep.
I went to office hurriedly around 11 am a coconut  bun ,a boiled egg and a tea for a breakfast ,filled the stomach fully that i am not hungry for the lunch and again bread omelet and a water melon juice in the afternoon.
I have worked focused and finished the task given by the pompous guy. I am kind of not telling openly everything to all people as i did in few months .Added a lot of security measures within me.Its cools.Before I was compelled to do so but bot anymore .
 Yoga was stretchable too.With abdomen stretches and the Surya Namaskar. It was relaxing at the end.
The TT game was awesome.Still room to work on it but I am satisfied the way i played myself when there was a low look on me nothing wrong in it. Tough players wants to play tough.I was tough today .It was great.
I went to the doctor and told him that i am seeing  a lot of improvement .He provides good listening as his professional calls to it.
I was very hungy and ate tangiri kabab and fried rice for the supper in hotel.The kabab i liked it and it was juicy.
Talked with my wife,a real hearty talk.She is taking everything to grow the two childrens simultaneously.
I never imagined it will be this hard.I will take responsibility when she comes here,let me see ways to free her.




Monday, November 28, 2011

After Long time

Today I really played well in the TT game.Improving and focusing on the mental stamina of the game and concentrated on the rally and avoided hitting shots.
Professionally I was learning the hard way.I am thinking though the hard work is being put due to my
openness and panicky behavior i showed in the past in the name of integrity have not payed well.The role of truth is still debatable.I am telling circumstantial lies as well which is for survival,
My brothers joblessness is always running in a corner of my mind.Lets hope the dawn comes.
Nowadays I am getting better at cooking day by day.Also at life I try not to react and yield not to fear  whatever the circumstance,
I miss my kids and wife who live in a distance of 150 Km.I am planning to take a leave this Friday .

What did i learned today
Mental Stamina ..Not yeilding easily and also allowing myself to the flow rather than resisting.
what next ?
To add the kids name .
To put  my 100%