Today is almost start of the day,now its midnight ,I am not getting sleep and i thought better to put that in words to free my mind,
My mind is stressed out to the subconscious level,I am getting dreams of family issues which is quite overwhelming ,and i am just recovering day by day .
My face is like haunted ,lifeless and somebody sucked my very being.I am caught in the survival turmoil ,this world is thoroughly lying or thats what it occurring to me[the occurring world is unreal that is the lesson i learned from a pro gramme,is that everything i perceive is unreal ,the way i think about myself and the way others thinks about myself,perceived by a small piece of the brain which interprets the very existence of this world based on its own loaded experience it has .]
So the mind is tired to go to office and its lost all its passion it once lived.Yes it needs a constant excitement for other spiritual source.Now i lost that contact and i miss that energy emotionally.
What is missing in my life ?
Energy ,Peace of mind ,Fulfillment within my own self
Where I am heading to ?
boredom in mind and in other words feeling purposeless .
What should i do to avert ?
Create new structure .Meet new people of the same frequency
Freeing myself from three portals of hell .Lust ,Greed and anger.
There is no goal to achieve?
Cycling and meditation is the next thing in my to do list ,to repair and reboot my mind .Good to go.. Will try to post everyday.
My mind is stressed out to the subconscious level,I am getting dreams of family issues which is quite overwhelming ,and i am just recovering day by day .
My face is like haunted ,lifeless and somebody sucked my very being.I am caught in the survival turmoil ,this world is thoroughly lying or thats what it occurring to me[the occurring world is unreal that is the lesson i learned from a pro gramme,is that everything i perceive is unreal ,the way i think about myself and the way others thinks about myself,perceived by a small piece of the brain which interprets the very existence of this world based on its own loaded experience it has .]
So the mind is tired to go to office and its lost all its passion it once lived.Yes it needs a constant excitement for other spiritual source.Now i lost that contact and i miss that energy emotionally.
What is missing in my life ?
Energy ,Peace of mind ,Fulfillment within my own self
Where I am heading to ?
boredom in mind and in other words feeling purposeless .
What should i do to avert ?
Create new structure .Meet new people of the same frequency
Freeing myself from three portals of hell .Lust ,Greed and anger.
There is no goal to achieve?
Cycling and meditation is the next thing in my to do list ,to repair and reboot my mind .Good to go.. Will try to post everyday.
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